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So I've been waking up at 7:00/7:30 for the past week to make it to work/ class/ work and class. With no time to rest during the day.
I'm fucking tired.
This will be a kind of short and angry journal entry. I'll write more when I actually have the -time- during the weekend.

I'm trying harder on my art nowadays. During high school, I used to pump out doodles or "deviations" every other class period since I would get too bored to take actual notes or give a crap. The lines were crude, there was no meaning, every character and pose looked the same, and there were no backgrounds. Now, there are still no backgrounds (I'm working on that), but I try hard to make each picture as good as I possibly can before I get sick of it. The result? Not as much time as before to constantly practice, practice, practice on new pictures. But prettier finished products?






Anyways...

I think I take offense really easily. For example, when people take a long time to respond to me (or if they don't respond at all), even if they think that they're not doing anything wrong, I find it kind of offensive. Really offensive. Almost as if my statement didn't have any importance or as if by ignoring me, they're indirectly saying "you're not worth my time". I especially hate it when people propose to do something...but end up not taking the initiative to start the project. Well...what are you expecting me to do? Continuously bug you and look like a fool while you continue to ignore me and/or take your sweet time to respond?

I'm a very "Ok, you want to do this? Let's get to work" kind of person. In other words, I don't like to linger and draw things out. You either want to do it or you don't want to do it. Therefore, when people aren't prompt, it's offensive. Is it because they don't care enough? Or that I'm taking up their time? Whatever it is...

ugh, I'm just being a mean person right now. I should go to sleep.